well a week and a half in and i really feel proud of what ive done.
its been a long LONG time since ive really been able to say that, and it feels good. I have been able to fully commit to more than i would normally say im capable of, and some of the things that im taking on really are outside of my normal comfort zone.
Its really weird i think to the average person they would just read this and not really understand what this means for a person like me, who in the past, has been very hesitant and afraid of taking risks and even more afraid of the potential to fail at a task. So for me to be able to write those sentences above is really a big deal, its the first indication that i am actually pushing myself to be who i want to be, that i am becoming the individual that i want to be. Somebody who can challenge themselves and deal with the fear and anxiety that may come along with it...
it feels good.
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