Saturday, August 25, 2007
My act
Why is it so hard for me? I don't get it... its like i am incapable of doing more than 2, maybe 3 things at a time. But i have so many balls in the air that i just seem to keep forgetting to catch some. friends, work, moving, school, vsus, my art... etc... and every time i feel like something is going well i realize that i've dropped something else and its rolling away across the floor. and please don't point out that i'm trying to balance on teeter-totter of emotional (in)stability, because i already know. This feels like such an angst filled post but i don't know what more to say then that... maybe when i've relaxed a little and everything doesn't feel so distant ill have a little more to say.
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I haven't known you for years, I do however know that you are ambitious. Ambitious enough to want to and have to passion for art, life, friends, family and all your dreams. It's a good thing, a good thing that can also cause the sense of wanting to run in the other direction.
You can't change how much or what you want to do in life. Does it all ever "balance out" as they say? I honestly don't know and am coming to believe through my own life that it doesn't.
For now, just enjoy what the day brings and don't get to caught in what you can't predict or what you can't change. Focus on the now, what makes you smile and the puzzle will solve itself. Thats what I'm banking on, but I hope it gives you someones perspective.
For now,
~K
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