i know that im an emotional person, and as much as i try to hide it there are some days that just turn me inside out. its like every little thing suddenly has the emotional impact of a major life changing event... i have had days where a Tim Horton's commercial made me cry... today felt like one of those days.
i didn't actually cry over a Timmy Ho's moment, but i just kept getting choked over of silly shit. i don't get where it comes form, i mean like i said i am emotional person but why the hell do i spike from time to time?!? i know the obvious joke is that im a girl, or im pms-ing or something... but last time i check neither of those are true. the most annoying thing is i don't trust myself with anything on this kind of day, i tend to shut in and hide for the sake of not taking my shaken unstable sentiment out into the real world. So things that i mean to do, or should do get ignored...
i also cant express myself very well on these days, i've been having that problem a lot recently...
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Joey, hun, you really think to much.
your not a chick or pmsing, its normal, people get sad, its not uncommon to not be able to express your self. I never can really express how i feel.
I think if you stop scrutinizing it and just be okay with he fact that your not okay about a few things it may help.
Seriously, you put Waaaay to much pressure on your self. No one expects you to be this perfect person all the time.
I certainly dont.
and it doesnt make you any less of a person, if anything it makes you more.
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